Sunday, March 23, 2014

Love and Last: Lenten Pin A Day

A complex word with multiple meanings, of related interest but not the same motivation.  There is the song ‘At Last’, a beautiful ballad of thanksgiving for that thing that has been waited for.  There is the last that is the end of the line, the opposite of being first.  The first shall be last, and the last shall be first.  Don’t worry about these things but strive for the reign of God.  To make things terribly confusing it also means the most recent, the newest.  Another meaning of last is the amount of time something long will it last?  There is the meaning where last means to exist, to be alive at all: a battery that lasts and lasts.  All of these meanings can plug into the pursuit of God’s reign, the one that is already but also not yet. 

The sense "no score" (in tennis, etc.) is 1742, from the notion of "playing for love," i.e. "for nothing" (1670s).  I have wondered for many years about that tennis terminology.  For the player or the fan there seems to be nothing delightful about no score.  I suppose that the notion of playing from love, and for love, without any reward is in some ways about as pure a comprehension of love as we might have. 

The top of the Pinterest search list for LAST was all about amore (and Dr. Who), fandom love and romantic LOVE.  There is a notion in our society that romantic love is the most important ideal.  Like William in Notting Hill, ‘I’m a fairly levelheaded bloke(ette), not often in and out of love,‘ so perhaps my disrespect for this notion is completely biased.  There is so much more to the meaning of last and love.  The love of God is everlasting, more to be sought than the changeable-ness of human romantic love.  As complicated a language as English is, somehow we do not have enough distinct words for love.  It may be our blitheness about romantic love that leads us to throw around the concept of God’s love without careful consideration for its outrageousness. 

In my congregation we are using Rite 1 for Lent.  I was struck by how infrequently the word love is used while at the same time the entire liturgy is about the mutual love of the creator and the created and how we have so regularly failed to respond in kind.  To be fair, few of the authorized contemporary liturgical prayers spend much time with the word love or last.  I hope this is because as Annie Dillard says: we are in worship like children playing with God’s chemistryset.  Do the words love and last remain silent because we are careful with words that are so shallowly considered?  But then on the other hand, even though both love and last are to foolishly used, at least folks can latch on to the words.  A litany of 5-dollar words is lovely to me, but perhaps sounding like a clanging symbol to some in need of these words.

Today’s Gospel reading was long.  I found myself accidentally wondering how long it would last.  Jesus’ encounter with the Samaritan Woman is rather deeply about love and last.  She who would be last in line, so last that she comes alone to the well, she knows the Love of God incarnate when she meets him.  She responds immediately to the love of God.  In a world where love is packaged and sold and used to batter each other, are we so quick to claim the love of Christ?  How quick are we to share real love, God’s love?  Is it first or is it last?  Does our response to love and practice of love, does it last?  Or is it as shallow as a printed glittery heart? 

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